Other side of the world

Sandwiching the whole earth, a day’s journey away, lies my hometown – the other side of the planet. Things are the opposite, not just in directions, not just on the globe, and not just in location. Peeking through the gentle snowfall, trudging through the shivering streets under the blanket of snow, I see my desert swarming with life. People and denizens strolling casually even as mercury jumps to 120 in summers. Beads of sweat lining the brows and evaporating before they manage to trickle down. While on my lonely walk, with the howling winds as my companions, I recollect the musical cacophony and the organized chaos I got used to seeing every day.

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21

21. It is a strange number. Growing up, it never seemed important or relevant. Perhaps its importance, or lack of it, can be summed up by my first real interaction with it the table of 3. 3 sevens are 21. That is all it was. A few numbers forward and it came back in the table of 7. I did not see it outside the textbook, and I certainly did not feel its significance outside those math exercises.

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As my age continued its gradual progression towards the fated number, I was introduced to concepts about numbers which were never in those textbooks. Somewhere down the line, the concept of these social constructs dictated by two consecutive digits in descending order separated a boy from a man, a liability from an asset, someone with a lot to learn from someone who is expected to know. These strange divisions seemed too abstract to be that simple to divide, even to a preteen who was sitting comfortably in his cocoon of novels and video games, as far away from the reality as possible.

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Strange feelings

When that one conversation that leads nowhere but makes you forget where you are happens on more than one occasion. When slight gestures of eccentricities break through those walls of seriousness and make you feel more human. When someones simplicity and intricacy start feeling more familiar than what the time spent should permit. And when someone’s ingenuity makes all of this feel unprecedented in the most pleasant way possible. To a certain extent, life nowadays is full of these strange feelings. . .

To the one who made us all smile

What makes a human being great? Is it money? Is it great ideas? Or is it knowing the nuances of the world? The ideal human would have all those things. But they are not what is needed to be great. Greatness doesnt need a barometer. Greatness cannot be measured by all the achievements of a person. It comes from how you choose to live.

Even with all the things he did, fighting crippling illnesses for decades and fighting everyones assumptions for a few more of decades on top of that, he never gave up. He never gave us a reason to doubt his decisions. He did a lot to prove others wrong, but most importantly, he did a lot more to prove himself right.

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Singing the heart out

As much as i relish being in the spotlight, the introvert within me still finds it extremely hard to build up that confidence. A million incoherent thoughts race through my head and the reality manages to fade to the backdrop. Life doesn’t pause. I wish it did. It only hastens. The time to perform comes faster by the minute. The moment of truth. The part where i cannot go wrong. Even after multiple flawless practices, the fears always manage to creep in.

Restlessly, i stroll around. Finding one place to sit, before deciding on abandoning it for another. Paranoid about my stuffy nose making me sound weird, some intense runs to the bathroom take place. My face wouldn’t show a glimpse of the turmoil inside as i look at it in there. Good. Better in than out. Couple of deep breaths, a sip of water to ease my rusty aching throat, and a few steps later, i find myself in front of them all. I had this little speech prepared in my head about the amazing singers of these songs. But it was drowned out as soon as my mouth opened. As i tried to figure out the first words, my hands went on autopilot, forcing me to keep up with their frantic pace.

(Here is the entire performance)

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Thinking

I still think a lot, yes i still do
As much as i do not want to
We all know it makes it worse
What i call the thinker’s curse
When the cacophony outside
Cant drown the silence within

All the unanswered questions
About the unlearned lessons
Reminders of all those failures
Highlighting usual behaviors
When all the correct answers
Cant convince the conscience.

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Aadat

I rarely have such moments of pure bliss when the inner soul manifests itself so harmoniously.

One of my favourite songs. Hope it sounds half as good to you as it does to me 🙂

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